Day 15: Pausing to Take Stock

ok guys – this is NOT my normal vibration – i feel a shift.

this was my writing today….
Dear Universe:

Appreciation
Thank you for the unexpected reimbursement check from my health insurance. wow….
Thank you for showing me at least 5 butterflies yesterday and today.
Thank you for my vibrations today – i feel hopeful i can create the prosperity in my life.

Follow Up
1. I want to believe that i can manifest the prosperity that shows up in my life.
2. I am consciously aware at every moment what fork to take.
3. I am in the flow of expansive thoughts.
4. I am in the flow of expansive situations.
5. Please show me clearly something that is obviously meant for me to see in observable and quantifiable form.

I am open to prosperity arriving and taking form.

1. $ is flowing to me.
2. unexpected people and circumstances flow to me.
3. i am clear.
4. am in the flow of new opportunities.
5. i have clear strategies for implementing these strategies.
6. I have a conversation with (2) people about writing a book.
7. i have new career ventures.
8. an unexpected work opportunity out of state comes my way.
9. i am in love.
10. i am loved.
11. i attract the perfect intimate partner.
12. i have unexpected insights.
13. i have unexpected awareness.
14. i am fabulous wealth.
15. i have unexpected offers.
16. i am expansive thinking.
17. i have expansion in physical form.
18. i have wealth expansion.
19. i have expansive attitudes.
20. i have expansive relationships.
21. i have expansive career.
22. i have expansive love.
23. i am growing and expanding.
24. i have a mindset of clarity and focus.
25. i have directed energy in the physical form.
26. i have a balance of work and play.
27. i am an entrepreneur
28. i work with my with my intimate soul partner.
29. i work from a beautiful studio.
30. my work amasses alot of money.
31. i am efficient.
32. my work is satisfying.
33. working daily is an option.
34. i have people to do the support work.
35. i am surrounded with like minded people.
36. my business is thriving.
37. i think only of what i want to be and no longer what i was.
38. i have the discipline of focus.
39. i am ready for dissolution of old lack thoughts.
40. my list is about BEING.
41. i am over riding my genetics.
42. i positively expect “it” to happen.
43. i expect my desires to happen.
i don’t care about the physical reality – my focus is to change my mind.
This is what i want to manifest.
it is a map to my radiant power from source.

my ideas are powerful.
i am a powerful creator.
i am amassing money.
i am connected.
i am included.
i trust.
i am trustworthy.
i am orderly.
i arrive on time.
i am playful and so is he.
i am a writer for House Beautiful.
I am an author.
i am love my work and so do they.
i respect my time and so do they,
i respect my needs, wants, opinions and so do they.
i share my perspective and people are moved.
people resonate with my work.
people resonate with me.

i am perfect health.
i am confident.
i am 15lbs. lighter.
i am a non smoker.

I have a renewed commitment to go even deeper these next 15 days.

I have felt an eternal shift and I am so grateful for this experiment. My turning point was the ‘Chooser’ challenge. I have lived each day choosing and committing to doing things. I’m exercising each day now because I choose to have a fit body. I choose the experiences I want to experience. I choose the thoughts I want to think.

I can go on, but I hope you understand that I’m grateful for the internal shifts. Now, I choose the next 15 days will bring about tangible, physical prosperity for me. I choose to experience it each and every day.

And, it is so!

What have really noticed overall thus far, is that by focusing mainly on the area of prosperity, in a few specific forms, I’m finding both evidence, opportunity and new ideas related to these areas entering my awareness.
My mind is on purpose, and I look forward to the changes ahead.

How very very cool : )

at the moment I seem to have difficulties with connections on every level…
I also get signes that I work to hard in stead of playing..
this 15th day is an overall look, a time to oversee who I am doing,
maybe I have to sit back a while, and let it be and let it happen without making it to happen..

Yesterday I got $120 from a former business associate with whom I had fallen out for defrauding me with the same amount! I was completely taken aback. I told him he must have met God on his way to work

Thank you Elyse. These 15 days I have finally started a real shift – recognizing the inner blockages, voices, and rages – and every time they surface now – placing them on the palm of my hand and blowing them away – freely letting go:
Focusing on changing me – not outwardly on my desires.

Cleared 28 shelves of books I have lugged from house to house for years – replaced approx 50% each group of books now as a future asset – a joy they still give me or potential for using in making this job into “Better Work”, or for side work.

My daughter, third year in college, now, totally spontaneously, phones me each day to tell me what she has learned from each teacher and how she plans her next projects – and also pulls up her blockage and fears and airs them out and lets them go. I am so glad to be there for her, and that she is able to be open similarly with her tutors, in a healthy way …. instead of agonizing and going through 3am panic attacks/

I have cleared and throughly cleaned my living spaces, bathroom etc …letting the sun shine in … (another song!!! keeps reverberating this morning)

An old friend was delighted to drive over, sail with me on the old sailboat I am valiantly restoring – had lots of ideas (she is a marine surveyor) then emailed after – she WANTS to help me bring “LArk” to the next stage of restoration, so the boat is beautified now, not just functional … help with a slip and power, industry contacts who will do good work for small fair prices ….

Glorious weather – sailing and just sitting on moorings – people in the community stopping by on kayaks, canoes, small motorboats, to say hi and introduce themselves ( very substantial mooring offered me long-term by elderly man who does not have his boat in the water, wants to help “LArk” have a long and useful and beautiful life)

Spent no money over the weekend – just enjoying what I have got – herbs and vegetables from the garden …and from good neighbors … delightful emails with garden club members – dozens of lavender bush cuttings to root this weekend … County Fair next week ….

Cleared my art-space – went through old paper and materials … and have laid out fresh paper, charcoal and paints, and have new ideas of work ( have not drawn for 21 years since my husband droppped dead, leaving me with a 3 week old baby and no life insurance)

Three years in, the company matching contributions to my (tiny) 401K have vested – $5,000 worth !!!!!!!
Off to work now at corporate, global job, but a new purpose, to be a channel for grace in our team and for each person I interact with virtually. We are not allowed to travel so our relationships have to be built through email and the phone.

Gratitude journal every day – and fifteen days of the experiment – my heart is lighter – I am caring for what I have and pruning out what I do not need … I already have so much now … but taking better care of me … and confident surprises and miracles are stacked up for me to access.

Butterflies – HUNDREDS in the past two days …. huge monarch and swallow-tail – tiny litttle humble brown ones in hundreds on ice-plants (sedum) …. random colors and varieties on rudbeckia seedheads and cosmos flowers

Not cliches now but songs leaping in my head:

Let the sun shine in
Don’t worry, be happy

deep breath – ownards to the coming fifteen days!!!

Happy to report that I’m feeling a big shift with this experiment. I saw butterflies in totally unexpected places in books I was reading, websites I felt drawn to, and then the sunset beige cars popped up all together on Sunday morning. And now I’m seeing how to apply this to money. Why not expect money to flow to me as easily and from such unexpected places? I feel like I’m getting the big clunk on the head about the law of attraction. And of course, I haven’t been attracting money because when I think the word money I just automatically associate it with angst, failure, lack, struggle to pay bills, why didn’t I listen to and act on good advice, “shoulda, woulda, coulda”, regrets, mistakes, debts. With all these visceral, unconscious associations with money, of course I’m not attracting it. On some level, I didn’t want to attract it because it was so associated with problems! Now with this game I can associate money with greater ease, enjoyment, and that it can come as a result of play and fun and honoring the integrity of who I am and how I want to be of service and share my value with the world. I can release this attachment to my negative associations with money which feed my resistance and open myself to letting it in. I feel like I’m finally getting it!

mmm, taking stock. My new prosperity is that my new fella is getting involved with my life in a very supportive way, that he is a useful grounded presence to my flitteryness. He has challenged me to take action on my so far only ideas of the new act that i’m creating. So my new prosperity is to have a supporter, someone to share the process with. This is a gift better than roses and chocs! This new act process is a great new way to really put the Abraham-Hicks teachings into practice as an experiment and see the great results which of course are all up to me! ok back to joyful DELIGHTFUL fun work of CREATION!!!
BLESSED BE to all of you! and i wish that Melody’s little ‘un comes out soon too!

How very curious that on Day 15 I felt like I had walked over an invisible line. A line that really didn’t exist except in my mind. When I take stock and go within, I see that line and on one side is this darkness and scarcity that I’ve lived in for 37 years and on the other side I see this amazing bright light and I am in that light!

I had this expansive desire to go virtual shopping at Williams Sonoma. I spent $9,000.00 on kitchen items! It was so much fun!!!! I allowed myself to have things I have never thought I could have. I’ve always looked at nice things from a distance. I even virtual bought a cheese board! I imagine myself having cocktail parties and serving cheeses on my board!

And then I looked at my actual kitchen and saw how much I don’t allow myself to have decent things. My cutting board is cracked and I found it is growing black mold on the bottom! The sink stopper is broken and barely holds water to wash dishes. The dishwasher has been broken for months. The dish drainer is rickety and falling apart. I live like this??

As I laid in bed thinking about my day, I finally understood that money is like a river that always flows. I saw it flowing. Never ending flow. It comes to me and leaves me, then comes again and leaves again. It was such a wonderful feeling to know this in my heart. I don’t have to fear that there won’t be enough. And I don’t have to hold onto money out of fear of not having enough.

Then I started seeing all these threads of lack. These little cords that come from my solar plexus and are attached to things and areas in my life. The pencils in my house are never sharp (I don’t buy myself a decent sharpener?) I only allow Courtney to have so much milk at dinner (I can’t get more milk?) Wow! And the list keeps going of startling revelations of these threads. It is like a web of scarcity that has permeated my home.

I feel like I have taken down that web of scarcity in myself. I feel the shift in these past 15 days was not necessarily about physical manifestation but my own inner awareness. I think this inner shift is what has allowed me to see this web of scarcity in my surroundings. My curtains are ripped, blinds broken. And I am just amazed that I have chosen to live this way for so long.

I choose to live from now on in a creation of my choice. I choose love, happiness, prosperity, abundance, joy, appliances that work, plenty of milk, and new curtains!

So if this amazing work could happen inside of me in just 15 days, I’m looking forward to what is going to happen in the next 15!

Much love and abundace to all of us!

I give thanks for these 15 days – its the first time I have committed to going really deeply into this part of how I live my life and I am uncovering a lot about my beliefs…. its very intense…

I am seeing all sorts of connections that I didnt get before…. am a little surprised at how deeply ingrained unhelpful patterns of thinking are (despite all the spiritual and personal growth work I have done over the past 20 years!)…. realise I’m breaking long-held family patterns, just as I did over the past 4-6 years with the pattern of abuse… realise the abuse patterns and the circumstances of lack and feast/famine are fundamentally connected….

I started off this process feeling quite light and happy and excited by it…. right now, I’m feeling heavy and dark and a little discouraged, overwhelmed, worried that things will never change….but I also recognise that I often feel that way just before I make a major breakthrough… that the challenge is to keep walking forward, one step at a time….

I realise I have had plenty of evidence of the LOA, of my connection to Source, of my ability to manifest but I have a hard time holding on to that – I’ve had some major metaphysical/mystic experiences that one would think would surely be enough to convince me and to move me out of doubt and fear and mistrust…

So why is it so hard for me to let go and surrender and to come from my heart space and be willing to be open and vulnerable? What is the payoff for me in staying in this belief pattern? What am I hiding from?

First off wishing for Melody and her baby perfect timing for birth. I hope that goes safely and easily for both of you.

Halfway and I hit the skids yesterday – struggling with monetary issues and working at not struggling. Are things working – they certainly have been. Lots of signs of prosperity coming to me, and lots of internal shifts occuring. This morning a very young voice calling to me (inside me) that she is broken. It is that idea that if you aren’t acing what others find easy then there’s something wrong with you. So some self-nurturance is needed today and an appreciation for this process as difficult feelings surface to teach me more about what stands in the way. Like Paulien I too am trying too hard. Time to allow things to unfold.

As ever grateful for everyone’s comments. Thank you

I have definitely made a shift! I am the chooser and remain focused no matter how my day starts! I was looking for hot pink items (instead of the beige colored cars) and encountered plenty the moment I made the decision. I even bought a hot pink binder to put all my notes in, it was the only hot pink binder in the store!
I was sitting on my porch and literally said where are the butterflies I haven’t seen any butterflies! At that moment a beautiful monarch appeared out of nowhere all I could do was shed tears of joy at the realization that everything we could ever want is there for the asking! It is so simple yet we make it so hard.

Just ASK and believe and you shall receive.

i am having a hard time working on my resistance. when you are having serious financial problems, i just sent off the last money i have in the bank to pay my sept rent, no money and no prospects for oct. can’t work as a nurse due to broken leg, though it is healing. i am asking the universe to create a job for me that i do at a desk that will pay enough for me to pay my bills. i am trying to believe that i am aligning with the universe and the unending powerful source. i am asking for renewed energy because looking for a way has drained me

I am so grateful to be part of this experiment,
and to all the participants of this experiment.

Many powerful experiences, powerful internal shifts…
I have become TRUST! Unconditional trust!

I feel prosperous on so many levels.

I’ve experienced and have become aware of significantly more:

Zest for life
Enthusiasm
Freedom
Harmony on the inside and the outside
Creativity
Time
Awareness
Understanding
Gratefulness
Tenderness
Love
Respect
Appreciation
Money
Inner and outer Resources
Friendliness
Kindness
Joy
Bliss
Deeper States of Meditation
Easy Manifestation of States, Situations, Conditions, Things
Unexpected gifts
Unexpected amazingly beautiful outcomes of situations…
…There are countless more things which have happened, which just are confirming my initial commitments to be the chooser of prosperity.

I feel so free and light and deeply moved. I feel exuberantly alive!

I am renewing my initial commitments of choosing to play my way to prosperity.
And so it is!
And so be it!
With deep gratitude

Thank you to all of you who have chosen to question your feelings on the 15th day and to those who have experienced shifts – because I am with all of you.

For the past couple of days I have expressed my wants to the U with lots of ferver and expectation. I catch my thoughts before they go into a negative cycle, but my feelings are strong. In the past, strong feelings would have been when I was angry, sad and negative. These feel almost like demands. What’s that about???

The strong feelings I am expressing are what I want, expect, and am allowing to come into my life with gratitude, but they are not the weak little “may I please have this” attitude I’ve felt in the past.

That’s definately a shift for me – good or bad.

I would love to hear what one of our prosperity guides would say about demands. It scares me to feel this way, but that’s where I am.

Today I am having a tough time, frankly. I have actually had a really great 2 weeks and have felt some shifts as I have really paid attention to the abundance coming to me. At the same time, I am more aware of my debt than ever before. It’s a new thing for me to be so aware of my finances. Living in a fog was a lot easier in some ways. I don’t want to live in a fog anymore, so I am grateful for this program. I feel as if I am in the middle of a very large paradigm shift and things are changing in really big ways. It’s not always easy. But I am trusting spirit that the shift is good and that the energy that is moving is really powerful and I don’t want to live in a place where I am stopping, or trying to control the energy flow anymore.

I will now post my miracle under It Works!

Thank you.

Have not been participating for a few days and now have started reading everyone’s comments re- Jettas and butterflys. I’m going to start that experiment tomorrow. Sounds like fun.
Thanks to Kristi. I can see myself somewhat in your comments. I am living in lack as if it is natural. It may have been growing up, but I have lots more choices now. It is OK to have things. There is ENOUGH for everyone.
Spending my virtual money is so much fun. I am cleaning out my closets to make room for all the new clothes I have purchased. And just in time since I start my perfect new part time job this month.

To Shirly, I am sending you some virtual angel wings to comfort you. Rest for now, because you are soon going to be very busy at your new job.

It is wonderful to read about everyone’s experiences thus far. I have recently asked for unexpected income. Yesterday (unexpectedly!:)) a co- worker came to me with an opportunity to work an extra gig next week that will pay me close to $300 for a few hours work. I was so excited! Even more excited to see the law of attraction and the prosperity experiment working for me than the prospect of the extra money (although I am very excited about the extra money also!) Just had to share!

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for being honest about how you are feeling and where you find yourself in this prosperity process. It helps me a great deal to read your comments. XO

The river of energy and abundance is a very powerful image for me, and I’m visualizing all of us tubing down this river together, hee hee. Sometimes hand in hand and sometimes separately, but all effortlessly floating down the river without resistance of any kind. Laughter floating through the air…

Although I am not seeing any monetary manifestation of prosperity yet I am feeling better and I did see 130 green cars today.
Did have a difficult case funded, but two clients when into hospital, good for them, but income cut for me!! What is that deal I have that when I do my best work, feel most of service, it results in a cut in my income or no income at all? I just can’t work what the payoff for me in this habit.
My work is better and I am less edgey/sensitive.
I am doing the game everyday – although I will be without a computer for 3 days. I guess I can write prosperity/gratitude journal.
I can make sure to do prosperity meditations.
I like doing this work. Something is happening.

I seem to be “breaking down” down instead of “building up.” Resistance is high today-heard we are to have a bad winter and my first thought was ‘How will I afford to heat the house?’ My eating is out of control, and the house is a bigger mess. Then I got Neil Walsch’s ‘what God wants you to know’ for today and it was “….what if things aren’t falling apart-what if they are falling together?”

So, perhaps I am coming into alignment for my shift.

My son and I play a “watch” game with cars. Our car was Yellow Hummers because my son sees alot of them. We didn’t see a single one!? Today, butterflies!

For my halfway point check in I will say I am definitely noticing my thinking changing. I recognize and am aware of things coming to me. I get that I’m on control of how my day, my life goes. I don’t have fear about money and I’m working on building trust in accepting “prosperity from known and unknown sources”. Every night I am meditating and consciously choosing my thoughts, trying to stay in tune with how I feel when I “vibrate” a thought. Yesterday 2 coworkers offered me some free things (a kitten, which I just can’t do, and free ‘cat accessories’). More than things though I have just had wonderful connecting conversations with people, which is even more valuable to me.

MaryC I too struggle with some of the things you do. It’s tough to learn new behaviours and new thought patterns isn’t it? But it can be done. I’ve been doing some Byron Katie thoughts lately- when I find myself thinking things like how is this going to work? I ask myself why couldn’t it work? Then I talk through different things that COULD happen, and I see possibility.

So you aren’t alone; we’re all at different points in this process which is why we’re all here sharing in this experiment.

Have a great day everyone, unless you have other plans!!! (That’s a joke my friend says everyday at work, I think he’s funny. Makes me realize we can choose our day!!)
=)

Oh one more thing: an acronym for you to think about:

FEAR

False
Evidence
Appearing
Real

Helps you recognize that FEAR is just an apparition.

Thank you! You often write very interesting articles. You improved my mood.

I haven’t seen a sunset beige Jetta, you know what to be honest, I wasn’t looking for one either. This is really awesome to know this that if you aren’t centering your mind and you aren’t watching what you think about the thing that you want will alllude you. This experience is really teaching me alot about myself. I don’t know about anyone else, but the things that are being revealed to me are quite intriguing, yet all the while being helpful. I have a tendency to do one thing today and to start something else tomorrow. Hey how about staying committed. I am committing myself to see any color Jetta, because I really don’t know what sunset beige is but any color Jetta I see will be posted.
Belive me this is no way about doubt, because I am a believer. I am a physical manifestation of the LOA, in someone elses life. My mother who is really my aunt didn’t believe she couldn’t have children, instead of focusing on what she lacked she focused on what she had, and that was she had the heart of 10,000 mothers to love a child, and whala there I appeared to her signed, sealed and delivered.

Totally committed, come to me. JETTA
Geneane

i can’t believe we are are on day 15! seems like we just started! i think we need another 30 days!! .

i am seeing signs, for sure. and, mostly, that my inner resistance is either non-existent on most days. of course, i have a deep commitment to my life and also practice other things outside of this experiment to keep my energy aligned and flowing (qi-gong and eft to name two).

i had a big internal shift about my self-worth as i woke up today, following a great date on sunday. and i feel more powerful and sure of myself than ever, realizing, more than ever, that I AM the chooser – i am WORTH everything and i can have everything that i want and i only need focus on myself, my own wants and my own vibration. like – “is this experience a match to what i want or not?” if not, i choose again. if so, i go with it.

the outside world absolutely only shows us who we are and where we are vibrating – if we don’t like what we are seeing instead of trying to change the circumstance, person, etc. we must focus on something that will allow us to change our vibration and the outer results will appear. eventually. they must.

the best way to predict the future is to create and focus on what we want in this moment. the future is not created when we get there, it is created now.

so, now that i am seeing some signs and feeling all flowy and good inside i am expecting abundance and money to flow to me in real and tangible ways that i can use in this physical reality. i EXPECT MORE TO COME as i also remain in gratitude for the signs that i am seeing. understanding sign are just that – signs – as if on a road trip, but i also very much except to arrive where i intended to go!

today, i will look for orange cars. tomorrow, butterflies.

and, hmog, i love your statement above. ” Have a great day everyone, unless you have other plans!!!” classic! that will be my new line. love it. have a great day all.

Yesterday was the weirdest day in my Prosperity game – the toilet blocked up, the bathroom hot tap won’t work properly, the cat “disgraced” himself under the bed, I burnt the dinner, and slugs are coming in the kitchen door every night … and yet!

I have a new business lead offered (I didn’t chase it); I have started to write again; I have booked a style consultant; my grandson is coming to see me tomorrow (he is 3 months old and lives abroad); I have finally nailed down my goal: to be an international writer and coach and renowned expert on creativity, running workshops in Europe and Africa; a young man gave me £1.50 for my parking fee out of sheer generosity (this has never happened ever in my life!); I was honest with a prospective client about my coach approach – and she decided not to engage with me, and I am absolutely fine about it; I have discovered 2 new creative interventions/processes that I can use in my coaching which is exciting; I feel more at home and at peace with my body after many years of disconnection and hostility and non-acceptance; and I received a free EFT treatment last week.

I am also connecting with the most amazing people.

So there are minor and sometimes accumulative domestic annoyances and there is also a shift.

The Gratitude Journal is wonderful too – so much to be grateful for.

Shift to Gratitude is the Best – much more than winning the lottery or whatever. I am utterly open to receive these and more:
Breath
Love
Intimacy
Gifts of friendship
A garden
Authorship of a magazine column
A red necklace
6 new clients
A surprise gift!
Fees-waived person-centred art therapy skills course
A new project
First prize in a creative writing competition
New associateship with consultancy
Renewed energy
Fabulous red dress

Primary objective of Life? = Joy.

I DO indeed plan to have a great day (+ evening – as I am in UK so it is 15:03 now).

Ok, on the way to work this morning I was focused on finding sunset beige vehicles, and in the next three minutes I spotted four beige vehicles and a beige house. Now I’m focused on finding financial abundance …

Well, I started this experiment with a bang and I think that I got into level of being “stuck” with what prosperity I was receiving. So even though I continued to get signs, I was starting to feel disappointment because I was only getting signs and still now totally allowing the prosperity to come into my life. The experiment from yesterday and today served as a brilliant reminder that I need to be aware of and deliberately choose my thoughts. I am so grateful for the timing of this and I now have a renewed sense of wanting to participate fully and completely in this experiment!

I am also more aware of how I want to see prosperity enter my life.
I am open to receiving unexpected money, receiving the ideal job for this phase of my life, meeting new/exciting/like-minded people, finding a job/daycare/school/housing solution that actually works for myself and my daughter, receiving new and exciting travel opportunities, being treated to things like chai/meals/movies/traveling/etc, greater love/appreciation/peace/joy

I am so grateful for the shifts that have already occurred and am excited to experience the shifts that are about to happen now that I’ve renewed my commitment to this experiment!

Day 15, the sun rose bright rose in a violet sky this morning. The wind has been blowing steadily for the last 24 hours and instead of feeling unsettled and edgy I find myself expectantly wondering “What wonderful people, experiences and things are on their way to me now?”

Somehow, without me even thinking about it my body has dropped 12 lbs
in the last few weeks. I’m down a couple of pants sizes and had an armload of new pants show up even before I knew I needed them. I have blessed the pants that no longer fit and have passed them along

On the way into town on Saturday, (live on a ranch 45 miles down a gravel road) I discovered that I had a flat tire, before I could even get the old tire off, a red pickup truck stopped and
two men got out and insisted upon changing the tire. I thanked them and
was back on the road in no time at all. Rarely is there any traffic on that
road. When I got to town the mechanic at the tire store sold me a new tire at much less than I’d paid for the original, plus he threw in new valve
stem, mounting, balancing, and old tire disposal for free. Plus he told me what to do to fix the wiring in the 4 wheel drive that was causing problems with my pick up.

I checked my bank account online on Sunday night and discovered that
a $2,500 deposit had been made last week. It was money that I’d given up ever recieving and there it was!!! Hurray. Received several unexpected checks last week too.

My daughter said last night that I’m much more fun to be with now that
I’m not acting “old” any more. I asked her what she meant by “old”?
She said that I wasn’t worried any more, that I was being the silly Mommy
she knew when she was little and that I was much more relaxed.

Have a couple of new clients appear seemingly out of the blue.

Invitations to visit friends in France, Soho, Seattle, San Francisco, Argentina, Chili, have come in this week.

A friend came by yesterday and wants to repair my roof and paint
my gates. I gave him a pair of reading classes that I had sitting in a drawer to replaced the ones he’d just broken.

Went to a new dentist last week and will be getting the work done at a
fraction of the cost that the last dentist quoted me. Plus I really resonated
with the new dentist, we share the same views on life so I’m excited about
being in his care.

I am so grateful to participate in this “Play Our Way to Prosperity To Prosperity Adventure”, I feel the presence of so many other partners and unseen beings in my life. It feels like the breeze is bringing me kisses and hugs from beings all over the Universe. I blow kisses to all. The love
just bubbles up from inside and spills out.

Oh and my favorite, Zuchinnis and tomatoes have been appearing in abundance from all corners. I have been eating them, cooking them, giving them away and still they keep coming. My garden was wiped out in July from grasshoppers and I didn’t expect to have any fresh produce.

I’m just loving the energy of the experiment, doing the daily blog entries as a practice and continually allowing myself to see and accept abundance everywhere. Innumerable butterflies, literally and figuratively, because they are my symbol of transformation and freedom. They were the border of a Reserved Seating sign at church, where I participate in Toastmasters.
I’d sy my biggest win thus far is just peace of mind about all of it, knowing that my financial prosperity is indeed at hand and my hands and heart remain open.

Thank you thank you one and all, FOR YOUR SUPPORT YOUR THOUGHTS THEY HAVE ALL HELPED ME IN A HUGH WAY IN .

I have experienced many great shifts, painful shifts that had to be addressed and they have been very worthwhile. With the support of you all and this experiement I was able to work through them.
Today I feel Gods love gushing through every fiber of my body evey cell of my being. As the blood flowes throgh my veins it is carry Gods love mercy right trough my organs, cleansing and repairing.

The fear and dread I was experiencing during the weekend is gone in a puff of smoke.
My client at work looks at me and I can see the puzzeled look as now for the first time in years I am ” not reacting” I am full of Peace.

I feel aware my vision has improved my posture has improved, I feel energy come into my body, It is good to be alive and be given this chance to choose to love and live my life with abundance coming in all shapes.

Last night I smiled as I read about the cars and had to check what colour was sunset beigh. Today I felt joy and childlike looking to see how many I could count. So far I have counted 10 sunset beigh cars and 9 green cars. And I had fun while doing this worthwhile exercise.

When I came home from work I did not collasp into bed. My daughter called and invited me to dinner, and then I will visit my mother to take her to the Holywell, I am doing this all after work and I do feel great energenitic love and peace. I feel grateful for this abundance of love and sharing and I allow myself receive and receive more and more love respect energy and money into my life.

Thank you is not enough in my native language we would say mile mile
buiochas – translated – a hundred thousand thanks and gods blessing be upon you all

Wow – so many touching comments – I related to many, and tears welled up with some.
I’ve spent this time dreaming and creating picture journals of things I love and would love to have. I’ve found that in a pinch, if I think of 5 things I’m grateful for, whatever the pinch is, dissipates.
Reading anything Hay House I can get my hands on Two books for my kids are in the mail – can’t wait to read to them about their limitless potential!!!
I’m also working on a book of my own (100 Tips and Tricks From a Mom of Six) – hoping to spread some of the abundant life/attitude to parents and children.
It’s amazing that as soon as I recognize what I want, what I don’t want comes flooding into my world – like seeing that your cutting board is beneath you after purchasing a cheese board I’ve been moved this week to do some things around the house that needed to be done – to ask my husband to finish things he began a while ago (cleaning the front bay window clutter, thinking about selling the piano…) Guess it’s time to make room for the future!
I’ve certainly been made aware of my own blockages about $ – last night my husband and I made a list of what we would buy if we won the Sweet Million lottery – I was annoyed that his choices weren’t practical! He reminded me that we were practicing playful magic – boy did I need that reminder.
Time to take care of my little guys – have a great day everyone – even if you don’t “deserve” it

This has been a fascinating week. It became obvious that my job wasn’t working out and the day I started to look for another, I got fired. And, I felt great about it. I have an interview this week for what looks like a really good position and I am excited about it!

I had a realization yesterday that prosperity can sometimes come in the form of a relialization of actually using time to go forward on an intention rather than waiting, not actualizing and wishing…. When I do that I feel so full and blessed and prosperous. Bette

Yesterday was a stormy day and I didn’t go out until dark, so the car and butterfly experiments have been delayed. But there is a specific coppery color that I chose for my car experiment and will report what I see on the blog tomorrow.

Today I made a choice to send mental bouquets of my favorite flowers to every person or situation that has triggered thoughts of envy, jealousy, “less than” or lack. My major intention to be joyous, thankful, playful and in the flow is uppermost in my mind and I am going to keep the feeling for as long as I can today. Thank you all for your inspirational comments.

I AM OPEN TO EXPANSION. I AM OPEN TO EXPANSION. I AM OPEN TO EXPANSION. That is what i have learned in the last 24 hours looking for green cars. i have counted 21 green cars. but more than that green has shown itself brilliantly in other ways. like the grass, the leaves, street signs, advertisements, a person’s t-shirt, someone’s nail designs, a bike and even a tiny ribbon on a parking pole. i’m learning to open mind to ALL possibilities like samantha and not get stuck in one way. i am experiencing a deeper shift in my spiritual evolution. i’ve also learned in the last 30 minutes from reading the posts that i am still worthy of what the universe and god has to offer. i don’t have to be afraid to ask. so not only am i going to write a gratitude list but i am going to list my requests to the universe. i know is it done because i say so.
i am where mary c is on some level in that i seem to be breaking down but i understand that the old me(attitudes,thoughts,beliefs) has to ‘die’ for the new me to be born. so maybe i’m in mourning and that’s okay too. like n.walsch said every thing ain’t always what it seems, things are falling together.
geneane said something intriguing. interesting because it keeps showing up in my life-committment. i too have a tendency to start something today and something else tomorrow (just look at the many projects in my home . i don’t know maybe i just get bored. but i am practicing committment in this experiment. i have also joined the committment team at my churche’s adventures in faith campaign. so i feel good about that. hey i need to pat myself on the back for that so should you geneane for seeing jettas in all colors. i love this community

This is where I hit the wall when I did the experiment three years ago. At the car/butterfly experiment, I experienced a keen rejection from the person I thought was my soulmate. I couldn’t breathe, much less keep playing and that ended the experiment for me. Today, I am again feeling rejection at the same point in the game. This is more understandable, as rejection is what 14-year-old daughters do with their moms. It’s not actually rejection, but separation. But I experience it with the same choking sadness as she pushes me away. This time, however, I will continue to go forward the game.

I had an interesting experience just before writing this blog. I was rereading my Prosperity Game entries from when I first played it (and stopped) almost four years ago (I think I’m registered with a couple of emails). The first seven items on the list, which I was so worried about then, have long since been handled and the other wishes are easily handled with my current income. It seems as if I had played to a point, stopped, but the Universe supplied what I had asked for to about that point. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

wow that is great susan. that’s hope in a nutshell. hey guys got a question: in playing the prosperity game is there ever a time where you guys have experienced a resistance level of zero? i was playing the game and got to thinking, what would it feel like if my resistance was zero instead of 1-3 range. holla back yall

@jetsun b — I meditate and work on being open to the reality of receiving my desires until there is no resistance at all. Sometimes, this takes a second b/c I’ve been so into the description of what’s happening that it feels like a certain thing. Sometimes, I’ve got to really work at it because I’ve got some personal issue creeping in and messing with the good vibe I’m setting up.

In general, it’s been a whirlwind for the last two weeks. I’ve got so much to be grateful for and it’s only gotten better and better since re-engaging this experiment.

thanks laura jean. you are the only one who’s responded so far. i’m really interested in what others think about this question

The end of last week, a totally unexpected 4-figure extra check for some music I had written earlier this year! Arrived by hand (!) in a whirlwind of quick meetings, an extraordinary afternoon of coming into deep contact with people I know and love and find myself getting closer to. (Yes, increased money abundance flow goes hand-in-hand with increasingly greater depth and ease of intimacy at all levels! Halleluja! I knew this in my mind, but now I’m experiencing it in my body!)

I have dared to challenge the Divine for three pieces of practical confirmation by tomorrow 2pm. I will report this time tomorrow! I Am in Trust of this or better!

John
http://christaltemple.com

No butterflies or specific cars this day, just knowing that shifting is taking place within me. The only butterfly I see is the one on my newly developed website which hasn’t been uploaded yet. It’s been waiting for my go ahead for months. I choose the time for this creation to be now. Was it the sign I was waiting for?

It’s unbelievable that we have played this prosperity game and it’s already half over. It is such an inspiration to me. And speaking of which, my fiancé and I who have hit a rocky patch for the past year or so began to laugh with me again. He even made a statement, go for your dreams. Find that job or whatever it is you choose to go and do it. It made my heart sing. And he also said last evening when I was spending my 12500$ that I was not reaching high enough because I couldn’t think of anything to buy. He suggested Persian rugs. I thought wow that’s really going for it. So, I know today that I am going to dream bigger and choose with my deepest heart. There hasn’t been any tangible evidence because I didn’t think I needed to see it. BUT I DO!!! I am choosing to negate that part of my initial thinking and ask for real evidence that I am choosing prosperity. I do choose prosperity in my life NOW. For the next 15 days I am choosing it to manifest my desires and letting go of all resistance which may still be there on some level. Thank you all for your inspiring notes in the blog.

J EHOVAH’S
E XTERNAL
T ANGIBLE
T RANSFORMED
A WARENESS
This is what the jetta’s are to me

I see lots of inner shift happening right now. Lots of Ah Ha’s! Found a $10 bill this weekend. Got some checks in the mail. They were expected but it was still good to see them arrive. Just feeling happy can be enough sometimes.

Hello to all. Well, I saw no baby blue cars because I did not look. I completely forgot to look. I wonder if I miss possible influx of money because I just don’t see it. I forget to look. Okay, on wards and up wards to butterflies. I will see butterflies and this is certainly not because the weather is beautiful.

Regarding the question of resistance, I have the least amount of resistance when I play different ways to give the money away. I love thinking of ways to help other people by surprising them with payment of groceries or gasoline. Like I will pay for the gasoline of everyone that buys between 12 and 1 p.m. on such and such a day. It is fun to be a philanthropist and no one ever knows who you are. I have also used the one that I would pay for everyone buying groceries through a specific check out until my $45,000 is gone. This is so much fun and I feel good when I play. No resistance as all cause I know $46,000 is coming tomorrow. I have traveled every where I wanted to go (in the game) and I have cars, boats, etc and I usually take a shopping spree every now and then. You know, it is really pretty cool to play the Prosperity Game. I had fun just writing this post.

I went out on an errand today and completely forgot about the intention to look for copper-colored cars, but when I remembered—a block from my home–I saw two within sight, and looked up to see another copper-colored car going by.

But my blessing appeared today in a phone call from a virtual school for my special-needs son–an opening where he had been placed so far down on the waiting list I thought he would not even be considered this year.

Dealings with school has been such an emotional issue for us both (bringing up all sorts of memories from our past negative interactions with failure at school, rejection and humiliation) I was actually scared to think of it as a blessing. But with what I am doing here, and understanding how my emotions about it make it so—-I say thank you, thank you, thank you God from the bottom of my heart, and will keep my most positive energies around it as my Good in action.

The experiment has been interesting and a bit of an up and down roller coaster ride. I think some of that has had to do with the fact that I am also in the process of listening to 5 of Teri Mahaney’s changeyourmind (www.changeyourmind.com) CD’s at once, which in the process of changing your subconscious programming has a period (or periods in my case) of processing in which essentially you purge your old ways of thinking and replace them with the new ways of thinking, which will better serve you. So this last week I’ve been going through one of those processing periods, which has made prosperity a bit of a challenge; however, I still see glimpses of it and am confident that once all the processing is complete there will be so much prosperity I won’t know what to do with it (just kidding, I’ll know what to do with it and am open to all that is sent my way)! As well, my job (which is something that is being replaced with a more prosperous career) has been insanely busy, which has made finding time for myself and play, as well as other obligations I currently have, challenging. But I think it’s all been a good reminder of the challenges we face in attaining prosperity and to have the opportunity to address them head on will ultimately make this “experiment” a success. I know that I need to choose more of what I want rather than what others want of me (working in a non-profit my entire job is making sure everyone else is happy and I’m often expected by others to forgo my own happiness so that others can have it) and that is something I am working on and know I am in the process of mastering. As well, I am definitely keeping up with my prosperity habit, which I think is what’s keeping me sane during this challenging time.

Oh, and I was having a challening time with this two day assignment. Yesterday, I wasn’t particularly excited about finding beige cars so I only saw 5 of them. I realized today that I should have just picked another color I was more excited about. So when I leave the office I’m looking for blue cars. I also hadn’t seen any butterflies today and as I was thinking about it I realized that the signature on my email is “What the catepillar thinks is the end of the world, the butterfly knows is only the beginning.” I’d been seeing butterflies all day without even realizing it, thus, reinforcing
the fact that everything we desire is already here, we just have to find it (I’m turning this finding what I want thing into a treasure hunt to make it more fun)!

Love to read the posts, so much inspiration, i will go to town tomorrow, will look for green cars. I am definetly making some shifts in energy thinking and not only about money. got some disappointing news today but it is only temporary and i thought, everythign must happen in its own time, it will still happen, just not as quickly, no problem, i did not feel the need to go into the doldrums, i felt uplifted like on platform and i just could not sink down, also i am catching those resistence thoughts quicker and shifting them, laughing at them, I donot need to think this way anymore, I have othere ways to think and knowing that all of you, also think this way, helps, i am grateful today for all the friends i am meeting here of like mind and soul.

I was so excited about what happened today, I could hardly wait to get to my computer to tell everyone.
Yesterday, I chose to look for a blue feather today. Butterflies are so abundant around my yard, I thought it
would be too easy. I knew I would only be away from the house for a very short time and thought a blue
feather could be quite a challenge. We took the dog for his morning walk, then the post office, then back
home. While we were walking, I saw white feathers, grey feathers, brown feathers, black feathers, everything
but blue. I saw so many, I quit counting. I jokingly said something about the universe definitely sending me
feathers even if they weren’t blue. The Universe has a sense of humor, because I had just finished the thought
about the feathers when I walked around the corner of a building and there were literally hundreds of feathers
lying on the ground. I laughed out loud. But still no blue feather. We got home and I wondered how the
feather would be delivered, forgot about it and went about our business stacking our winter supply of wood.
While taking a break, I looked up into the most beautiful blue sky and there I saw the most beautiful
pheonix in the clouds and through the clouds where some of the feathers should be shown blue sky.
Not only was I given blue feathers but a pheonix as well. And, while the other clouds blew away, the pheonix
cloud lingered and did not break up for quite a while. I’ve been asking for a new begining, a new life in
our new home. How could you ask for a better sign? Thank you, Universe.

In going back over signs the past few days, we were doing landscaping at the house and were charged less
than expected for the soil, compost and the tractor work. Not just one item, but all three were less than
expected. This kind of thing keeps happening. This experiment has come along at the right time for me.
It has helped me stay focused on my desires and not loose hope and faith. It has brought me encouragement
when I’ve needed it, inspiration and enlightenment. I thank everyone involved.

Love and light to all.

Jetun B:
I hardly find that i hold any resistance anymore – why resist? It’s all for fun and it’s all for abundance. We deserve it! I keep thinking, “God|Source|Universe wants us to be happy,” and why should we resist? It’s not always easy for me to keep my resistance low in reality – yet – but in the game, I’ve been at 0 – 1 several times. Keep at it!

As for this experiment, while driving the 11 minutes to my kids’ school, I saw no green cars; I figured this was going to be tough – should have picked a different color. But once I started on my errands, I set goals of “I will see 10 green cars before reaching the house” and instead found 15 or 16. Same thing later “I will reach a total of over 30 cars before I get home for the night” and found a total of 46 green cars – and I wasn’t out and about or on major roads very much today. I smiled at each and every one and felt so proud that I paid enough attention to my surroundings that it was easy to attract what I was looking for. Tomorrow, butterflies!

My energy has shifted so much. Today I was so busy – mostly prepping for a tag sale and cleaning up to host Book Club tonight. The house looked great, the book was a hit, and my kids behaved rather well! I had ample energy to clean not just the living room and kitchen, but the bathroom and my daughter’s room, even after working on tag sale stuff for 3 hours. I haven’t had this much focus and energy in a very long time. I know it’s because of this experiment.

I have been amazed at how easily I am letting go of all the unnecessary items in our home, rather than clinging to them “just in case.” Two dear friends came to help and kept assuring me that guilt over the things I’ve bought and/or held on to (i.e., craft supplies still in their original packaging!) is ridiculous. Yes, I had great intentions, but I probably did something better with my time. Releasing these things is so amazing. I’ve been warned that tag sales can be wastes of energy and I won’t make a lot of money, but I know differently. I trust that the universe will send shoppers my way and I will a) clear out most of the stuff by the end of the sale and b) someone is coming who will change my life for the better. Not sure how, but I feel it in my bones.

One question for you all – does anyone else feel the need to continue with this community after the experiment ends? I’m starting to feel anxious about it ending and not being “with” all of you anymore. Thoughts?

Have a great night and a terrific day tomorrow. Butterflies, butterflies, butterflies!

The butterfly experiment: My day was set up to be quite limiting as far as the opportunity to see images of butterflies. I was in the same room for most of the day working on a project. However, the most amazing thing happened. I started to “see” things that reminded me of butterflies..first things with wings…birds…planes…then it became more directly related to butterflies with seeing the word gossamer or a blown up picture of woman’s eye with long beautiful eyelashes that made me think of butterfly kisses…finally when I got home that evening at 11:00 at night, there was a moth sitting on our doorstep. I never directly saw the image of a butterfly, but was reminded of them throughout the day. It reminded me so much of what is going on with the manifesting of the $1000 that I set the intention to create at the beginning of this experiment. I expected to see the $1,000 in one surprising lump sum…but it seems to be coming in ways where I have to “see” it…a check that the person I owe the money to is refusing to cash because they are so grateful for some help they received from my husband, or extra opportunities that are coming in to earn unexpected money, or even finding a way to cut our monthly bills by $250. I never would have recognized this as manifesting my intention and would have missed the awareness. I too feel like I have turned a corner or stepped up into a new level through participating in this experiment. Thank you.

Pausing to take stock: I am becoming aware of where I am out of alignment with my intentions and desires for Abundance and Prosperity.

I would state an intentions around prosperity in one moment, visualize it and feel it too and then later in the day find myself worrying about something, giving voice to “lack” or having a mindset of “waiting” until… Very surprising and enlightening to see this in living color. I have more understanding of why certain things have not yet manifested.

I am now closing the gap. Happily and gratefully ready to begin the second half of this experiment!!!!!

Over the weekend and on Monday the universe brought me a wallop that was very painful. After a year of this kind of work, I was told by 3 people in my life who love me that I still choose inaction.

I couldn’t believe it. My husband laid it on the line for me. That I still look outside of myself for the answers in my life.

My PPP buddy gently helped me gain clarity that I do the same and need to talk to my own spirit for the answers in my life.

And then the biggest wallop came on Monday when my boss told me either I need to start being a manager or I need to decide if this job is right for me.

After hours of crying, I was so clear on why I don’t take action, I wait around for others to tell me what to do in my career and in my personal life. I wait around for spirit to tell me what to do too, but since I’m so busy with my own personal chatter, I don’t hear anything.

So I saw myself at a crossroads, I can either quit my job and life and go work someplace I think is easy and will let me hide from life or I can suck it up and take action while facing my fears.

So I did, I went to work and began making phone calls. The first woman I talked to loved the idea of doing business with me and then strangely she gave me this talk about how when she was a just beginning out as a nurse she had to draw blood and she was terrified. Her boss pulled her aside one day and gave her the talk ~ either face your fear or leave. With tears in her eyes, she sucked it up and walked back into the lab, got the needle, and did it. As she talked I heard the voice of spirit in her, as why else would she have told me this story?

This experiment for me has pushed me from apathy to actually taking action for the creation of my life. A year ago I participated in this experiment and it took me into the world of belief and inner transformation but the action piece was missing.

Today I will call another business. I will succeed.

kristi

Kristi, I love your story. Thank you for sharing it. I know you will succeed.

It’s day 16 but this thread seems more appropriate for what I want to write right now. Since I committed myself to returning to the Game and really opening myself up to experiencing imagined prosperity, some interesting things have happened inside. The first is that there are so many more things I would like to have, do, be than I imagined. I now realize that in an effort to live within the means I had been creating, I was cutting off desire. Since I couldn’t see any way to get what I wanted, I stopped wanting.

Once aware of that, I started being able to catch myself in the act of cutting off the desire. The dominant thought was: “I can’t have that.” Sometimes a “right now,” was added, but still a very clear and quick mental blockage; absolutely knee-jerk after all these years. I would hear a radio ad for a play I’d like to see, or someone would send me a link to some new gizmo, and I would think “Cool” followed by an immediate “But I can’t…”

The next step, which I’ve begun, is to catch that thought and replace it with, “Why, yes. I could do/have that. I wonder what that would be like?” and then imagine enjoying it. It’s kind of like playing the Prosperity Game full-time.

Note that I don’t have to go and buy the tickets or the gizmo to get the energy moving, no need to be irresponsible and break the bank. But more and more, I am realizing how I have been blocking prosperity and gaining the confidence that the Universe will send me what I want if I just allow myself to want it.

I do believe this could be a turning point.

wow susan i love that because i was right there before i started playing the game. i am really opening up to expansion. i was finding it hard to spend my checks because i thought i didn’t need anything using the reasoning that i am grateful and loving my life just the way it is. but i realized that the exact nature was that there was still that small space inside that said i was not worthy of it. but i am. so, much like you, i have been thinking a new thought. that i do deserve it and that there is nothing wrong with expecting it from the universe. i choose to direct my thought. i love that you don’t have to buy it but can accept that you can have it, right now. thanks susan and thanks kristi too for that great story. evolution doesn’t happen all at once. it happens in shifts, wonderful shifts

Ok yesterday I saw 4 silver JETTA’S, 4 white JETTA, 1 red JETTA, and 3 green JETTA’S. This same particular evening without any notice butterflies started showing up. My daughter had on an aeropostale polo and the logo on the shirt is a butterfly. When I left out this morning I said ok universe, “Show me butterflies.” I was sitting in the cafeteria at lunch and a young lady came in the lunch room with a smock full of them, and she and another young lady was talking, which made me look up and the young lady said to her, “Oh I see we doing butterflies today.” I began to laugh to myself, because she began to explain to her, “I love my butterflies, Ms. I laughed to myself, and began to think how funny this really is. I was sitting in a patients room feeding her and she loves cats and I held a thought in my subconscious mind which was, with all these cats I bet I can find a butterfly. I began to look around the room and out of no where it appeared, a little sticker of a butterly on her night stand. I am understanding how creative and subconsious mind works.

Thanks for the experiment, its been my pleasure
Geneane

Thanks Kristi and Susan for sharing, my own sister said something of the same to me today, it was not nice as I thought that I was doing very well . Being told you know the answers yourself and stop looking to other people to short myself out is true, Now I can see my sisters remark as kindness towards me
I belief in myself. I am learning to beliefe in myself and even writting these words down I do feel a shift in my energy.

This is day sixteen and this is the first time I have play on a daily basis a game with fun, tears, revelations and shifts all for my greater development and I do love and appreiate and enjoy your honesty and friendship.
Thank you one and all and gods blessing be upon you

On Saturday, my girlfriend needed $5,000 for an emergency. She has been my friend for over 30 years and I never given her a gift more expensive than a book. It gave me great joy to give her this money out of my abundant supply. I left her a voice mail that I had transferred the money to her account and I laughingly reminded her to “go get her money” from the prosperity game (which she has played before).

Boy does it feel good to have excess to share and spare! This is something I have always dreamed of being able to do. She called me on Monday to say that $5,000 had just hit her bank account from an unexpected source and her emergency has been solved in the nick of time!!!! This Really Happened! She also said that when she got my message she felt a resounding “Yes, you are right. I am going to get my money!”

It felt delicious to share so freely and spontaneously ~ and to want for my friend and all others ~ for the good in the Universe to wash over them, bless them and see them prosper. Holding the vision/intention for my girlfriend helped her shift her reality:)

Wonderful!!!! What good stuff is coming next I ask?!!!!! So happy and grateful………….

I hid out for a few days. I allowed my faith and my trust to diminish and did what I always do when I don’t see immediate results – I don’t play. I am choosing to return the game – this game and the game of life. I choose to believe and to receive. I choose to trust – in God as my source and in the Universe to align and in myself to believe and trust.

I have experience a lot in the days that I didn’t play. Lots of activity! I realize that I have a tendency to play small – that way the risk is not that great and I don’t look too foolish if it doesn’t work out the way I planned. I understand that it’s not my plan. I choose and the Universe, or God, lines up and it doesn’t always look the way I thought it would look. I choose to get moving, take the actions that I can take, and watch and wait for the results.

I have a business and I trust God to abundantly supply what I need for this business. I work with kids to help them get an education and to give them books. I have created that we will have $1,000,000 by December 31 to fund the program – Operation Storytime – for 2010. We take authors in the schools in underprivileged neighborhoods and give books to the kids.

I am back in the game. I am playing full out! I am whole, complete, and perfect.

Thanks for all the posts. They are uplifting and inspiring. I love it. Thanks to everyone who created this game and those who continue with it.

Changes over the last fifteen days, has been more of a shift to being immersed in movement toward being a health counselor and focusing on that. I also have seen little bits of unexpected money coming in and as always being reminded that my financial needs have always been taken care of… I still have to settle in to total alignment with becoming what I already am (health counselor) … BUT … there is so much more of this coming in… being approached.. it is just the income aspect of this that I have yet to open up to. I will be the chooser on this
Blessings to all

I have noticed that things have improved in my life when I remember to focus on what I want instead of complaining. A friend reminded me that I need to think about that I don’t have to pick and choose to see which bill I am going to pay today. Change my mindset that I can pay all of the bills and have the things I desire. I thought I had done that. In my mind I knew I could and deserved it, but I hadn’t changed the forethought right there in the moment. Now that I believe that I can pay all the bills and keep telling the Universe that I trust it is bringing me money to do that and have my fun stuff it is working so well.

I am loving the shift and totally feeling it…I feel empowered in several ways… one thing is that I finally decided to put in my 60 days at this apartment knowing that I can do better and that I will do better…I put the fear aside and did it…I am in a place where I have no idea what will be after those 60 days but doing this prosperity experiment helps to keep me on track to knowing that I can and will and am prospering… It has forced me to become more clear of what my passion is and what I want and at the same time feeling the energy within to get it done…I feel so alive, so excited, …I feel confident that powerful changes are happening now and manifesting…I am in the waiting period of manifestation and loving it…And although I am in the in between period of some of the bigger things I feel like I have mastered so many little things…I have been so in sync with friends and family lately, finishing sentences and borderline mind reading…some weird feelings of knowing… and an overwhelming feeling of being in the right place..Thank you so much for being part of this and letting me share this with you…Namaste…ANd so it is…

So far I realze I have to work harder to draw prosperity into my life, but after receiving the proof from the past two days I know that anything is posssible. I have found that playing the prosperity game I became overwhelmed at the idea of spending all that money at once, then I decided to take a few deep breaths after I was done and think in advance about what I wanted to spend my check on , once I did that I felt a little better. I am working towards drawing the miracles coming my way. I aslo purchased ask and it is given.

I used yesterday to shift many big blocking beliefs. Then last night and today things are completely different. People are contacting me, I am finding people who can help. I am having more ideas on how to promote my work and I have more energy.