Weekend Post – Days 26 & 27

The first quote makes me realize how much I yearn! Being aware of the LOA has lead me to “try” and be grateful, at least for a few minutes, and especially in my speech, everyday of my life. However the yearning is the one that comes spontaneously. This quote will help me to shift even more towards gratitude.

The second quote has the same effect on me as the Truth Generato: it makes me realize how fabulously rich I am. Apart from my mother and my father and mother in law who have already passed on, my dad, all my 8 siblings and 5 sisters and brothers-in-law are still alive and well. So are my two kids and my 20 nephew and nieces. We are all healthy and doing relatively well. I mean you have really to be ungrateful to disregard all that blessing.

I have been keeping my gratitude journal on and off. From today, I make the commitment to count my blessings every single day. Because whenever I do, I realize that I am a billionaire

Namaste

The first quote helps me realize that at times I am still in yearning, like today for example, I find myself looking for the desires I have. All week I was in an allowing state, and that was peaceful. I saw the blessings all around me, today, I still know they are there, but my thoughts have shifted somewhat.

I am grateful for all that is in my life, and even for the feelings I have today, as they make me realize I still have work to do. I will nuture and love myself for where I am today, ask for guidance, and bless those around me.

Since I started playing the game, I chose to use the checks to buy things for others, to give to the community. Today, I plan on treating myself.

Jenn

I agree with Angela, we are already rich. I wake up every morning being grateful for the peaceful sleep I had and thankful for the new day. I learned that wanting, wishing is yearning for something we don’t have. We were created with everything already here for us, so we should never lack. We’ve just forgotten where the key is (it’s within us) and we have so many negative influences that it clouds our memories of our abundance. When we feel it we become energized and that energy manifests what we feel whether it be positive or negative. So we must be aware of what we’re feeling.
I heard something awesome the other day that was so profound to me, it was we were made in the image of God and God is in us and we are one with God and God cannot deny Himself. Believe you have already received! This is a wonderful day and I am healthy, wealthy and wise giving and receiving love.

I salute the Divinity in all of you!

The first quote makes me realize that want is a “tool”, just a gauge to say here I am with a desire. It helps us feel the distance or closeness to our goal, and then we can just appreciate and allow ourselves to let that desire come closer and more connected with it into being, give it a little pull in our direction. It is a clarification of how we desire, increasing our positive vibration to make that allowing match.

The gratitude of abundance! Saying thank you for every small thing in our lives daily. I need to do more of that, b/c yes, like Angela, I am a billionaire.

a bright light shining on another piece of dissonance ….

Yearning – a low vibration in the heart – a habit – like an electrical noise or the noise of airconditioning at work – only when it stops are we aware of how it has been stressing us and taking energy and focus …

while we are yearning we are rejecting what we have and the rich complexity of the actual ….

and yearning is fairly close to whining!!!! how often do the yearning and whining go together!!!

“Accentuate the positive – eliminate the negative” that old song …. hmmmm it makes more sense now – when it applies to the heart and not just the head!

Thank you again Elyse

These quotes arrived at the perfect time. I was feeling depressed and defeated yesterday. I was allowing external circumstances to influence my internal state of optimism and gratefulness. I awoke this morning feeling better and more hopeful. Opening my mail and finding these quotes grounded me and put me back on track for manifesting my right to a life filled with abundance, not just financially, but romantically, physically, and emotionally. Thank you Elyse!

Great contributions by everyone today. What a beautiful name – Atlantic!

Here is my relationship to the quotes above. Emotions are basically thoughts meeting the body. They are the software on the hardware. They are the effects of the cause. The quality of the effects are changed by the cause – and the cause is the quality of the thoughts. Now, if your thoughts create a gap between what is and what is not, then the quality of the emotions will be poor.

If instead, the quality of the thought is “completion” and/or “perfection in the moment,” then the emotion is clean. But you might ask: Why is the emotion important? Who really cares if we feel good? Does feeling good really do anything materially for me? I have tried to feel good for many years and my bank account does not seem to reflect that. Sound familiar?

The connection to eternity is one of “all things now.” Just like a story that is written by an author creates time from a dimension other than time in the writer’s mind, the abundance in the universe (beyond the physical universe) is in a dimension that is different than the dimension in which it is manifested. Clean emotion sets up connection to that source and is the same place that prayer is heard/spoken.

Jenn above, states gratefulness even for the feelings of yearning. Which I had never considered as a gift. In fact it is nothing but (as she states) sign that quality is not available now. It is sort of like a disconnected telephone line to the universe.

I am sitting in a Panera Bread here in northern Illinois and appreciating the incessant rain that is coming down outside. It allows me to clean up my interior.

I thought at first that the prosperity game was a hokey to me. I thought it was mental satisfaction only and was a dalliance that I did not need when my bank account was empty. However, at this point, after following along and being available, now see my state as being cleaner to receive and transmit.

Thank you to us all.

Frank

Great truths there. To me when you “want” you often come from a place of lack, and lack won’t attract anything but. These 30 days have shown me that whilst my mindset is in great shape, I have had a few too many rules and lacks attached to stuff, finances and what really is possible for me. Funny, as having a lot less limits on other areas of my life has had those areas prosper. Great self awareness, and overall I leave these 30 days with a buzz, excitment, and a simple knowing it’s indeed going to be awesome in these areas as well. Parallel to that I’m taking the relevant ACTION to speed things along, for wishful thinking alone is only that.

The more grateful I can be, the more appreciative I am for all the miracles in my life, from the green lights in the traffic, my beautiful and peaceful home, even the miracle of my ever beating heart. Starting my days in true, real gratitude lead to outstanding days. That alone is HUGE, for what is really more prosperous than days spend in joy? : )

Out of all the Abraham-Hicks messages – that has to be the one that I resonated with first and implemented.

In a previous challenge, A Letter to the Universe – it had several “I want…” statements in it. When I posted my “letter” in the blog, I changed the word “want” to “desire” as that word puts me in a much better feeling place vibrationally.

The second quote takes some contemplation for me. I agree with it completely, I have never pondered abundance in other forms – so this will be my next joyous experiment.

Thanks for the “food for thought!”

Teresa – IM12CR8

My needs are always met — that has come true for me so many times this past week. I am so grateful. I also just got a notice that some money I was expecting is coming in a greater amount than I had estimated! So fabulous.

g,day a thought! ,every thing IS 99% all the time you go to the super market with expectation of it being in stock ready for your selection(abundance) NO hunting for you, the 1% is the action and appreciation of what you don,t have to DO, just exchange a $1 or 2 !i agree we are all billionares BUT TRUMP, still has more money than us,funny that!it,s amazing what words mean to each of us. just a note about the other weekend assignment we were asked to look for a type of car and butter fly.s i found 7 , 69 mustangs( because that, what I want) but no butterfly,s untill i was reminded by my wife gail the top she was wearing all last weekend had butter fly shapes on the front it was right under my nose and i did,nt see it, lesson? notice the blessing you DO have thank,s guy,s from south ozz, down under!!!!!

The first quote makes me feel frustrated because I feel so much wanting. After spending so many years in such scarcity, there is so much that I want right now because this experiment has shifted my belief that I can have what I want. I never thought I could actually choose anything for myself. The shift that has occured for me in this experiement is that I am the CHOOSER. So now that I know and believe (which is so powerful) that I can choose, I am ready to scrape out all the junk in my life and choose better things/thoughts/emotions/feelings. So I am in a place of wanting as I am finding what it is I really and truly want in my heart. For example, I no longer choose to feel despair, I now choose to feel happiness because that is what I want. Another example, I no longer choose to live with ripped curtains, I now choose to have curtains that I like because that is what I want. It is like a huge flood of want is flowing out of me after holding a dam for 37 years. I’m drowning in all this want. I am very much aware of my relative standing to my wants, but could this just be part of the process? Will I soon be able to come up for air?

Yesterday, my daughter and a friend needed to get together to work on their science experiment. So I went to the friend’s house to pick her up. This is the first time I have met this friend. The friend invited us into her house and on the couch was her mom. Lying on the couch surrounded by prescription pills in obvious pain. Her body riddled with cancer. I keep thinking about my daughter’s friend and her mom. How painful it must be to be so young and to have your mom so sick. And how painful it must be to be a mom knowing you might leave your daughter behind. It makes all the wanting seem irrelevant and at the same time gives me so much gratitude that my family and I are healthy.

I think that I really have to look into my heart whenever a want comes up and see where that want is coming from. I think sometimes wants come from the crazy consumerism that we are bombarded with. The neighbor invited me over for drinks Friday evening. My neighbor has always been a chooser of her life. She has a successful career and has created a beautiful home for herself. When I got home a rage came up from my depths when I stepped back into my home. Because I haven’t done that for myself. Not that I want the “things” that she has, what it triggered for me is that for so long I haven’t been the CHOOSER. She chose her career and made it succesful so she could create the surroundings she wants to live in.

I haven’t done that. And that is why I am in all this wanting right now. And at the same time feeling humble by my daughter’s friends mom. I am healthy! My body works, it is strong. I can go outside for a run and feel the strength and energy coursing through my body as my feet hit the ground.

So really it all comes down to deciding what prosperity means for me. Not what it means for my neighbor or some company trying to sell me their product. It is looking into my heart. And my heart wants to be happy and feel love. So I get to CHOOSE how that looks in my life.

After watching the mind movies, I thought about the fact that our society portrays to us an idea of what prosperity and wealth means. We are told that Lambourginis (sp?) and million-dollar sprawling homes are wealth. But that isn’t wealth to me. I don’t want a car like that or one of those big homes you see in Beverly Hills. I am a Volvo kind of gal. And I like my cottage style house. The mind movies were just more confirmation to me that I get to be the chooser. It was like I was finally able to let go of this outlandish idea of wealth and know that my wealth looks different.

much love to all

Hi All, and especially Kristi –
I really love what you have written above, Kristi…. about being the conscious chooser….. and about recognising what manifestation of prosperity you choose for yourself….

I hear your rage (against yourself) for not being a chooser for the last 37 years – but I dont think we ever are not the chooser…. its just that we choose what we have always known and we dont yet understand and own that we can choose something different…. and we teach ourselves to recognise how we really want to express our divine selves by first experiencing contrast – how can we really know what we are choosing if we dont at some point experience its opposite? (As an aside, I believe the Life Force is impelled to know and expand itself by experiencing absolutely everything possible, and we as its manifestations, are the agents for that…)

Something that I have been pondering for a long time now is the idea of multiple realities and parallel universes and how that fits in with limited and unlimited beliefs, and where that fits in with the idea of abundance/prosperity….

We cohabit this reality with 6 billion other souls in human incarnation and untold numbers of other sentient life forms (this reality being a version of an infinite number of potential realities/universes). What we choose and what we action impacts that web of life we are all co-creating….

I agree there is unlimited abundance…. its a matter of choosing and the capacity to choose in a certain direction is dictated by our level of awareness, consciousness….

But – what we choose has an impact on this 3D reality…. we have in this reality a situation where the earth cannot support the types of choices that a minority of its inhabitants are making…. we have climate change, food and water shortages, habitable land shortages, inequality of access to basic human needs between races and countries and extinction of other species…. all because a few of us are choosing to take the view that ‘its all good and there are no limits to the ‘abundance’ I create for myself’….

Well, in this particularly reality, when the abundance is in the form of material possessions which are created out of the resources that belong to all life forms, its not all good…. its cause and effect and making a choice and then triggering a ramification….

I have often shaken my head at the paradox of Oprah Winfrey’s life, and that of other well-known, wealthy people… from hardship and abuse to wealth and power and the ability to influence literally billions of beings….

I admire her philanthropy and her bringing forth and making available to many the ideas of abundance and spiritual growth….

What I want to ask her – and one day I will – is:

Why, now, at this point in your life, when you have power and influence at your fingertips and more material abundance than you can use up in one life time, why do you persist in buying into, displaying and supporting such gluttonous materialism and consumerism….

Shoes, clothes, accessories, homes, cars, boats, all of which cost more than 90% of humanity together earns in a life time and which only you and a few of your friends get to enjoy….

A television show which on the one hand offers insight and help with life and spiritual issues and on the other hand revels in mindless extravagance – giving audience members wildly opulent gifts and accepting advertising from companies which are interested only in exploitation of people and resources and profit….

A magazine which is filled to the brim with advertising for more lavish products out of the reach of most ‘average’ westerners, let alone the billions starving on this planet, where the information published is lost amongst that advertising, and on whose cover, every month, there is a airbrushed picture of yourself which bears little or no resemblance to the real ‘3D’ you….

Its all so fake, it supports the continued plundering of the earth and her resources, it perpetuates the divide between the ‘haves’ and ‘have nots’ and it creates or reinforces feelings of lack and insecurity and failure in all of those who cannot (for whatever reason) manifest/live in that reality….

So much concern for your fellow human beings – witness your school for girls in Africa and your post-Katrina housebuiding efforts – so much energy given to making available to many the spiritual teachings of Tolle, Zukov etc, and yet such an apparent unawareness of the incongruity between that and your other choices in how you wish your life to be or to be perceived by the outside world….

You are at the point in your life where you can turn your back on all that consumerism and exploitation and choose to show the world there is a different way. You no longer have to kowtow to media moguls and studio bosses. You no longer need to rely on advertising to buy you the vehicle to get your message out. You no longer need to follow the profit model in your business dealings…. You have total freedom to be, do, have as you wish – there are few on the planet who can deny you or damage you. So why are you still walking in that particular vibration, which ignores or deprives or exploits other beings and is at odds with so many spiritual teachings?

I wonder when people create their lists of things to ‘be, do or have’ whether they consider their responsibility to the collective of living beings on this planet, and what impact their choices will have on them….

What are the ramifications for the rest of creation when one wishes into being possession for personal use of multiple homes or a Hummer, for example? I agree that all of these things are possible to manifest and if they are the definition of prosperity for some, so be it…. but we dont live in a bubble in this particular reality, and these choices and manifestations have an impact on other parts of the web of life we inhabit….

G’day Garry, SPOT on mate, SO much is right under our nose, thing is we spend FAR too much time focusing on junk that simply doesn’t matter, and get all stressed out about nothing things like traffic and what the boss wants. Great to watch you grow so much durning the 30 days mate!

Rock on,

Greg.
Brisbane : )

Oh and Kristi, you are wise to realise weatlth doesn’t have to be lear jets and limo’s, in fact I could think of nothing worse!

Like you I am already SO wealthy, have come to adore what I have and where I am, and the only things I can wish for from here is to OWN my little car and house outright, which I will, and spend my TIME doing what I adore for “work”, such as going back to a lesser paid but far more rewarding job such as school teaching. TIME is the only limited resource, and all I need to gain control of to be totally prosperous!

I love your ideas, and congratulations on finding prosperity in what you have, powerful stuff there girl : )

My car is a little VW diesel, and my home is a modest 3 bed, but I LOVE them both, and want for nothing more there, and it has made my “rules” for prosperity SO much easier to achieve, for me : )

When you ask the universe: “I want…something…” then the universe gives you your wanting – the universe continues to let you want that something. You have to believe it before you receive it. I think wanting is a very important part of the process it helps you visualize new things in your life and try them out to see if it feels good when you want them. When it feels good to visualize having them then it’s time to make a shift and believe you have it already. I think the best way to do that is to then switch to a mode of appreciation for already having it or to simply appreciate the feeling that it will bring. Basically get happy now and more stuff that will bring you happiness will show up. But if the best you can do is simply choose to want happiness then you are going to get stuck in a pattern of wanting. Its not really about the manifestation of stuff it’s about enjoying your now.

Looking at my wanting is something this experiment is making me aware of. Reading the statement above puts it in perspective. And as someone else mentioned its a marker or tool for where we are. So I will pay even more attention to my wants and desires.
I can’t help but notice the abundance of things in my life that aren’t money related. This process over the last number of weeks has brought to light so much more of that. I welcome the day when I am totally relaxed with all the abundance I am creating and less focused on the monetary side of it.
Thanks for everyone’s words.

I set my unconcsious to somebody to invite me for a dinner.
and it happened!! never had dinner with those people before. I haven’t been invited for at least 9 month, so it was great!!
the next day I asked for a suprising meeting of joy, and there was..
I went for a cup of thee on a terras and while enjoying the sun, 4 people came to sit with me. it was nice to share an afternoon

When I taught in China ..my students turned me on to a little saying which they loved..I had never heard it before but since then I have seen it in print a few times…it goes something like this…
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow a mystery
Today is a gift…

These words came to mind when I read the quotes for today…It’s the present that we must muse on…the vastness of it …

so fun to read what i wrote a year ago and also a little disturbing. the ripped curtains are gone but the windows are still empty waiting for new curtains. wow it have been more than a year since i got rid of the ripped curtians but i still haven’t replaced them. what i’m seeing for me now is that i don’t take action. i’ve done all the inner work with the PPP and other things but the inspired action step is missing. reading about the neighbor with the career was good to read. i now do have a career and I am at the crossroads of either dumping a good thing and going back to my comfort zone of poverty and want or finding the courage to make it into my dream career which will provide me with the money to have the experiences i want. so eye-opening to be in this experiment for a second time around.

Feeling Your Desire: I love Teresa’s distinction between Wants and Desires – ‘Desire’ for me has an element of Love in it (not just romantic love!!), whereas ‘Want’ sounds needy and, as Atlantic says, like whining. Which one is more likely to come willingly to you? The one you love or the one you’re needy for?

Yearning is like trying too hard, whereas appreciation is acceptance and allowing. One striving and hard work, the other giving and joyous – the vibrations are clearly poles apart.

Those Hicks are just fabulous at helping us to ‘get’ this stuff, aren’t they??!:-)

Flow of Abundance: this quote reminds me of Ramtha, who was in the ‘What the Bleep’ film. (she also channels a Being). I love saying this declaration (notice that wealth is only one part of four and that it isn’t necessarily financial wealth, but it could be):

“This day I have always been filled with Joy,
This day I have always been a genius,
This day I have always been radiantly healthy,
This day I have always been fabulously wealthy.”

In fact, what a great reminder to start saying that out loud every morning – I’d gotten out of the habit.

See, like many others in this post – it’s all right under our noses all the time!!

have a great rest of your weekend!!

I like the first quote- get it, got it? Good =) The second (”the abundance flows in many more avenues than dollars”) has been made more and more clear throughout this 30 day process for me. One thing I have very much noticed throughout this is my awareness – my interactions, my feelings about things and recognizing what I am ‘vibrating’ out there/ which results in an echo, if you will. Certainly I can see with more clarity what I can do. I see the potential; I can imagine myself moving into/ having the things that I desire.
Thx for that declaration Michelle I can appreciate that quote =)
Can’t believe we are already almost at the end of this gig! Only a few short days left!

Kristi – I have soooo been there. I’ve shed more than one comfortable position, struggled through poverty and lived like some sort of crazy person.

The entire time, though, I’ve kept my mind centered on a focus and a purpose. I left jobs that were no longer in alignment with my goals and every time I did, I’ve found myself closer and closer to what I’ve been imagining for myself. Sure, it was hard and I had to scrape together pennies to do it — but I never thought of it as poverty. I’ve always considered it part of the apprenticeship.

I write for television and film.

I haven’t sold anything to a studio yet but I get closer and closer with each choice I make. I left a career at a university to “retire” for a year and met a ton of writers — including the person who has rented me a room. She is a produced screenwriter. Her movies have made millions. I got a job at a theatre. I learned how to do some bookkeeping and how to manage budgets. I also got a look at how a small company is managed from the inside. Then I got a chance to be a writers assistant for a television writer — General Hospital.

I see clearly how I have whittled away at obstacle after obstacle and gained more access to the dream with each and every decision I’ve made.

This time last year — I would have said I’ve never been paid to write – that’s no longer true. I was paid to write copy on a DVD cover and my blog is starting to make money already and I only started it last month.

I am a paid writer. I do write for film and TV. I work for people who are active in the industry and live with a mentor who has just sold 2 screenplays and is about to produce for the first time. I’ve surrounded myself with the support I need, but it was entirely through baby steps. It was entirely by knowing that in a cheap setting, you can still find a diamond which can be removed and reset. I’ve gathered my diamonds and pearls and I’ve begun the process of setting the stones.

In relation to the quotes — I’ve replaced the concept of want with where. I know I’m on my journey and the question is where am I headed. By keeping my eyes on a goal but assuming that I’m making progress – I’ve made progress. It allows me to be thankful for what I have and proud of what I’ve achieved while keeping me focused and purposeful.

This is *brilliant*!

Wanting identifies what is wanted AND where you stand relative to it. And whichever side of this is predominant in your vibration shows you whether the wanting is moving you away from (as in “yearning”) or towards (manifesting).

What a perfect distinction!

PS: Reading what Laura Jean said above brings to mind a friend of mine, who, when asked, “How are you?” replies (inspired by Abraham of course), “Irrelevant! Ask me where I am going!”

Feeling Your Desire: I definitely understand this and experience this on a regular basis as I practice more appreciation and allowing rather than wanting and feelings of lack. It’s definitely a challenge to change that way of thinking since we recognize our desires through a lack. If we didn’t lack something we wouldn’t then desire it. It seems like a contradiction; however, I’m starting to practice appreciating this recognition and when I can do that then the lack doesn’t resonate but rather turns into allowing.

Abundance in a Variety of Forms: This certainly resonates with me since whenever I have feelings of lack I try to switch over to feelings of appreciation. And since there are many areas of my life that have significant abundance (particularly my interpersonal relationships) it helps to focus on them, which contributes to increased abundance in all areas of my life.

So, um, I totally lost the General Hospital job about 30 minutes after posting my post.

What could this mean?

My first reaction — honestly the very first — “so something else is coming into my life.”

I’m so glad I participated in this experiment and have been working on my mindset. I was totally prepared on a deep level to have a positive response. Panic, fear, terror, et al, set in later. I’ve already applied for a couple of jobs I found on line as well as massaged other clients to see if they need any extra help. But underneath it all — there’s something I’m going to find or bump into or something that couldn’t get to me any other way.

I welcome the gift that has already made its presence known. I am thankful for the job I had while I had it and I am open to the next step in the road. The next piece of the puzzle. I am grateful for my new job.

Beautiful Laura Jean! There is more to say but it all boils down to that. I love how you are framing it and doing that will bring you all sorts of amazing places!

Much love,
Col

I love reading all your comments. Each one is inspiring and lets me know I’m not alone in my journey, both when it seems smooth and when it seems bumpy.
I like the smooth part. That being when I let go of the fear of lack, the fear that I’m making a mistake, or the wrong choice and I decide to trust and have faith. That’s when I stop and say to myself “this is what it feels like to have faith.”

I watched the Youtube video of the two guys. I loved it. First, they were adorable. Also, I loved what they had to say. I really heard them when they talked about their experiences with vision board and writing down their perfect day and describing their lives.

When we stared I said I was giving myself the gift of time this weekend and I did. I work weekends, so having time isn’t something I normally fell. Truth is, it isn’t something I feel even on days I’m not working. When I wrote on Friday what I was doing this weekend I had the awareness that for me “not enough time” was as big as “not enough money.” Well this weekend, though having an unexpectedly busy Friday and working my usual full days Sat & Sun, I had time to sort and file a massive pile of papers, create new files where needed, do some housework, relax, sleep well, have a busy day at work, have my grand niece over for dinner (which I cooked) and teach her 60s dances for a play she’s in (big fun), sleep well, do my laundry, write 7 or 8 pages of what I’m calling “asking”, have a good day at work, write this and get what I will presume will be a third nights sound sleep. And before I do I’ll meditate for over 60 seconds visualizing what I wrote.

I feel better, more rested, more fulfilled than I have in a very long time.

I am so grateful to be part of this program with all of you. Thank you for your amazing energy.

i love that laura jean. you have literally brought tears to my eyes. that is exactly what i’ve learned through this 30day process -through baby steps in my journey i am realizing more and more my prosperity in all areas of my life. despite how it looks to my human eyes, my divine eyes see the fullness thereof. i look at rejection as another opportunity for something greater. and even when i fall back on old thought patterns, like worrying while spending, i can now recognize it for what it is and dig deeper to get to the why. and it feels good. it’s all good, all of it. it don’t feel good sometimes getting there but feeling good ain’t the point. i’m opening some stuff that has never been exposed to the light and you know how it is when you’ve been in a dark place for some time and your eyes are suddenly exposed to the light; it’s an adjustment. easy and effortlessly i am adjusting and adjusting and adjusting.

today it is my intention to stay in an attitude of appreciation even when it is not visible to my human eyes. wanting leaves me empty. i am right where i need to be and all is well. there is enough in the universe and it is the father’s good pleasure.

I wasn’t home to post this weekend, and for that I am grateful. The Universe, spirit or my guides tricked me into attending the Universal Light Expo this weekend. For many years I had gone, with little or no money. With as low as $5.00 in my pocket, but it has always worked out and I have always manifested. Many times there was much worry involved, but it still worked out. And I usually had grand fun.

This time I had decided not to go because I decided that I wanted to break the cycle of going with very little money. Two days before I received a phone call asking me if I would take over my girlfriend’s booth, as she felt spread too thin to go. She was making this decision for herself. She would let me have the booth for very cheap and I could pay her after the gig. I jumped at the opportunity and packed the car. The night before as I was getting ready for bed, I received the phone call that said that the booth had already been given to someone on the waiting list. What to do. I had no money, but the car was gassed and ready to go. I decided to not let the circumstances change my frame of mind and take a chance and go. Maybe I would get a chance to make money somehow.

The Universe had something else in mind. My friends had wanted me to come so had told me a while back I could stay with them for free. After hearing my news they told me that they would pay for my way in and my meals. I felt peaceful the first night when I heard the news, but I noticed in the car on the way there I was mad and had to work through that a bit doing EFT. Okay, then I was peaceful again. I asked the Universe to work with me and help me to manifest everything I needed. A half an hour prior to getting to the show, things just began to fall into place. My friends prepaid my parking fee and way in so I just gave them my name and voila, I was in. Needless to say, I had a great time. I connected with many wonderful people. I got to touch some lives and bring them some joy and relief. I got to learn more about the drumming that I love. I got invited to some other events. I learned more about a particular piece of jewelry that I own that I had questions about. I manifested a new piece of jewelry that corresponds with that first piece of jewelry. I got my body worked on and put back into alignment and I had a good time with all of it. Many experiences that I wouldn’t have had if I had stayed home. I had much less worry than all the other times that I had gone. Now I just need to let go of all worry and experience.

October 14, 2009
Ah the quotes from Abraham make my mental imaging more clear. I now can perceive the difference in the valance of the electromagnetic charges from the different point of focus…thank you.

(I have said this blessing for decades; I believe it is from Ernest Holmes sister, although I have never been able to verify it. Please transform the nouns and pronouns to suit yourself, I hope it’s a blessing to you, too.)

I AM a place where God shines through, For She and I are one, not two.
She needs me where and as I AM; I never worry, fret nor plan.
I AM relaxed and free, God carries out her perfect plan through me,
And so it is….